My life has recently been a series of ups and downs. I have found that you are, what you say, you are. I recently learned the meaning of " you live and learn". I am starting all over in this exciting new life that I have no plans for. I learned that being an artist and a mother, may be two of my biggest challenges in life thus far. I have been recently living as a starving artist at my mothers house. Which is probably one of the hardest things ever! I feel very blessed to have my family to help support me through this shitty divorce process. I really want it to be over so that the heavy weight I carry for it will be gone.
I am becoming more obsessed with becoming a successful artist since all of the divorce has begun.
I know no matter what, I will have my boys and my art. I decided that since I know now, people lie. I will always be married to my art, it doesn't lie, cheat, or run away from me. So now when a new partner comes into my life, I will never choose them before my art. That is like denying a part of who I truly am inside and giving another control over me. My art will be my controller not another human being. 
